After the rain

Feeling that I haven’t really done my surroundings justice, here are some pictures!


From the road


Nice flowers!

From the bottom of the road

From the bottom of the road

Rift Valley-esque

Rift Valley-esque


Naka Primary



My dinner

My dinner

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Links I liked

Copying Chris Blattman (to be fair, my friend Calynn and I did invent the name Blattman, or ‘leaf man,’ in Berlin in 2005 when we poked some holes in a leaf and used it as a mask), here are some links I liked…

1. Pet parrot Wunsy saves woman from random attack in London park.  This headline speaks for itself.

2. Back-up career

3. Interesting vignette on development and technology 

4. Make sure you know where Ukraine is before a social scientist asks you

Some of these links aren’t working for me, but I assume that’s just the Nakuru internet factorbut I’ll feel really silly if they’re just not working.  So be interested and then let me know!

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The importance of having a good mango guy

Tonight, buying mangoes, I asked the guy if he would lower the price if I bought two (this usually works), and he just smirked at me and said, “No, what I want is for you to try this sample so you’ll know how sweet these mangoes are.  They are so sweet I eat them all the time!”

So I just laughed and didn’t bargain with him, which maybe was silly, but I told myself, well, he had such an entrepeneuring spirit!  10 ksh, who cares.

Still I will probably keep going back to the woman who doesn’t charge me as much.  But this guy reminded me, a little fondly, of my mango guy in Zanzibar, though I didn’t buy fruit there as often.  He sold mangoes on this embankment near the church and between the market, and if I even tried to bargain with him, he would cross his arms over his chest and just walk away.  He didn’t make a face or anything since his face was already always really sour.  Sometimes walking past, I would just wave at him and it was like he couldn’t have been more confused, though endearingly.  But I advertised his mangoes–they were really good–just warning people, he won’t bargain with you, at all, not even a little bit, which kind of made me feel like his mangoes were the best.

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On Thursday, Nakuru country celebrated the one-year anniversary of the devolution of powers to county government.  Read more here if you’re seriously interested.  I should know more than I do, but what I do now is that there used to be eight provinces and now there are 47 counties, and it’s important in terms of democracy and checks and balances and etc.

All of the Nakuru county departments were represented at the celebration, which was at this outdoor garden, and I wish I’d had my camera.  There was Samson selling strawberries he’d grown as part of the Education, Culture, Youth, and Social Services department, some girls selling cakes (they looked so good, I asked if they can make chocolate or carrot), a woman with the ICT department telling us about the free wi-fi we’re all going to get (within a 10 km radius of a certain building) starting tomorrow, and a lot of health initiatives.

There was a lot of entertainment, from singers accompanied by really proud primary school kids dancing, the Nakuru salsa dance team (they were amazing!), choirs, and Nakuru’s sitting volleyball team.  I kind of wish I/American kids could have done this at times, like just get up and dance in front of a bunch of people and it’s not weird and you’re all really happy and proud.  The best thing about all of this though was probably that the individual performers would occasionally invite Nakuru county officials to dance with them, even men sitting seriously in their suits and ties but really happy once they got up, like, Thank God you asked me to dance!  I’d like to see this happen in America, seriously.  This mzee dancing by himself a little off to the side and shaking his cane.  It was like the time I did some interviews at a high school in Gulu, and the principal kind of off-handedly invited me to a celebration they were having since I asked about the drums, and I went and it was amazing and the same in the way that the prinicipal danced with her students and they loved her.

So in general, celebrating devolution was pretty exciting.

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Short as a hammer, proud as a peacock, tall as a pole, sneaky as a rabbit, “cool” as water in a pot, trustworthy as the day

I know something is usually wrong when morningtimes I drink tea instead of coffee.  That’s to say that I got some strange case of, let’s call it “food poisoning,” which is probably what it was, over the weekend that took it out of me a bit, and I’m still convalescing.  Do I sound like Scarlett O’Hara yet?   That and I also broke my French press while I was washing apples and carrots in soapy water—out of my deep-seated fear of the possibility of food poisoning, part two.  (As of this afternoon, I own a much larger french press, to my delight.)  True, this new orientation to food and water safety might change over time, and I’m fairly confident that whatever I got came from a restaurant, but it gives me at least a little comfort now.

Sometimes I find it really difficult to address the challenges of moving to a new, especially “developing” country, without sounding totally despairing.  Of course it’s not that bad, but the kind of challenges that come up can be so frankly odd that it becomes really hard to convey across the pond.  While I don’t want to sound pessimistic, I also really don’t like the fake tones that I hear myself let go at times.

Mostly, I think the cultural loneliness/alienation is what strikes me, and which explaining can feel further alienating from your own culture.  Eating pizza or drinking good coffee or eating chocolate/ice cream tends to make such a huge difference on my mood, watching my favorite tv shows (here’s looking at you, Parenthood), or reading a particular blog (mbird, you’re the best), listening to Beyoncé/Claire Bowen/Neko Case, and even making hesitant/probably slightly creepy “I already want to be your friend” eye contact with Westerners or “Western-dressed people” on the street and in cafés.  And the cultural alienation is such a mix—I already feel so fed up with the “Where do you want to go?  Do you want to go to Nairobi?  Do you want to go to Kisumu?” konda guys as soon as I get off the matatu in town—I can’t even look at them or I’ll get too mad, like seriously, back off—but at the same time I feel so glad already for the lovely staff I am working with here and appreciative of the people who will drive me to the bank and randomly show up at my apartment when I have problems with electricity.  And of course the caretaker at my apartment complex, who refers to himself as “Brother John,” and asks me constant questions, like, “Do you still have enough cooking gas?” and refers to us as friends, which I’m pretty sure is true.  I’m learning similies like “proud as a peacock” in Swahili, as well as my favorite, “short as a hammer” – Purity trying explaining it to a slightly confounded me, saying, “Because a hammer is short, isn’t it?!?”

But overall it can be very difficult, especially doing this alone, and difficult to totally acclimate when a lot of the time I just want to feel like I’m in America, and I know I’m not.  Making that adjustment is always something I want to measure, wondering, how long does it really take?  It’s better for me at times when I unplug a little, so that I can actually listen to the things around me and take part in them.  But there’s always a little lag or denial for me, and this time the move seemed to really sneak up and shock me, even having prepared my packing list, months in advance, and ordering batches of “things” from Amazon to help smooth the transition.

Though strangely sometimes, being sick seems to be a cleansing feeling, and at least the drugs I’m taking are almost definitely “cleansing” whatever was in my body out of it.  I can sit down for a minute and realize I’m not really stuck in any particular thing, which might have seemed exhausting a week ago—just the thought of trying to change my mood by listening to a podcast and cooking sukuma—since I know my mood might not immediately change and removing the pressure of that is a little relieving, and I can breathe a bit.  Now my house is clean, I’ve opened the windows, and like “Brother John” said, “have you noticed, the weather is changing?”  So that seems at least good, and I hope to go upcountry soon.

I feel fairly confident I should probably also read this and this as a companion to West with the Nighteven though at times the memoirs/fiction of culturally displaced Africans in the West (Teju Cole/Chimamanda Adichie/I want to read more Thio’ngo and One Day I Will Write About this Place) help too, just in a different way that I know I can’t understand, but still end up relating to, if somewhat horizontally.

Too I feel unsure if any of this really conveys anything; I sometimes want to start an expat blog where we talk about all of the abstract/non-abstract ridiculous things and it won’t be interpreted as “complaining.”

P.S. To this, if anyone wants to send me mail, I would totally welcome it, as I now have two viable p.o. box addresses!  Just send me “pieces of America,” since a copy of Women’s Health magazine costs TWELVE DOLLARS here.

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Love text messages that read: Hello look at the dictionary whats the word for “elbow” in Kiswahili, its urgent plz.

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